Ang hirap talaga kapag naiipit ka sa dalawa o tatlong bagay na gusto mong gawin pero kelangan mo lang pumili ng isa. Ewan ko ba kung bakit sa dinami-rami ng mga araw, nagkakataon pang may conflict sa schedule. But at times, I tend to be thankful dahil alam kong meron akong lesson na matutunan. I always think positive to things like this because I know this is an opportunity for some changes and kind of realization for greater future experiences. Though normal lang talaga sa tao to be saddened kasi sino ba naman ang matutuwa pag nawalan ka ng kahit ano, right? (wag mo ako pilosopohin, uunahin na kita :P
Minsan, mahirap talaga tanggapin na bakit kelangan magsacrifice to give way to other. Minsan nakakapanghinayang, minsan it makes you feel sad. Pero ganun talaga ng buhay. It has a lot of decisions to settle on but it only takes right decision to live happily ever after. Fairytale lang? HAHAHA
Kung magsalita ako parang ang lalim ng pinagdadaanan ko e no? HAHAHA. Wala lang ‘to. Gusto ko lang makahugot ng feedback from me about what I have just decided recently.
Every year kasi the biggest project of Center for Social Action, the organization I belong in, is the Summer of Service (SOS). As a volunteer, sympre napakaexciting sa part ko yung ganitong klaseng activities. Sino ba namang volunteer ang ayaw ng meaningful summer through community service? Pero bago sumabak ang mga mag-SOS, they have to attend Orientation Seminar which was held last weekend. The thing is, I have three (3) projects to work on all due yesterday. Badtriiiip! Ayaw ko namang isacrifice ang pag-aaral ko over community service. I love being a volunteer, but I love more being a student! So the thing is, I withdrew my application for this event. :((
Siguro hindi pa ako well-prepared for this event. This maybe not meant for me now. Marami pa namang opportunities that will come over my volunteer life. Siguro I still need more little experiences to practice and get used to community service until I became ready for bigger greater experiences. Kaya ngayon pa lang I am too much excited for the next SOS (imagine, that would be more than a year from now). Yiipee! And I am serious to pursue it. (Walang makakapigil sakin HAHAHAHA!)